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Love is hard to understand to some people. I never really believed it to be something precious. I saw love as a distraction in life and never really wanted to be in a relationship. I would just ignore those around me that want that kind of affection. Not long after their hovering over another crush with the same desires. Love is weird and I will never fall in lust with anyone.

It was a midwinter afternoon. Snowflakes fell from the sky and blew a dry cold gust that made me shiver down to my toes. Gray gloomy cloud hovered over the city covering skyscrapers. It wasn’t a pretty day, but at least it was a Friday. Two days to relax and not think of work or sexual harassment from the other co workers. That’s right, men always clinging onto me like I was the only attractive woman in the company. I don’t know why this only happens to me.

Ever since I was little boys would come up and ask me out. At first it was fun, but then it just got  awkward. Entering high school guys older than me started flirting even when they had girlfriends of their own. This caused fights and jealousy from other girls. I didn’t have it easy in college either. This time there were professors that would try to force me into a relationship, eventually I would change that course, and for those I couldn’t I had to try and deny most of their offers when I could and tried to avoid dates. It wasn’t easy with a life like that. I still don’t understand why such a curse fell upon me and ended up with this kind of life.

I ended up majoring in business and recently hired at Q&Z company run by a female manager which was great for me. Unfortunately it was mostly men there and only 3 other woman. Though most of the men there are married, they believe there is no harm in flirting with me.when they do that I would throw shredded paper on them or at their cubicles when they’re not around. The manager knows the problem with me and men, so she would let these kinds of tricks to slide and have the men clean the office instead of the ladies.

It seems life has gotten easier for me now that I’m independent with a well-paid job and an apartment with female neighbors. It seems to have straightened out for me, but just like dream. One minute you’re dreaming with your ideal guy that appeared from the heavens and the next you’re stuck in hell with some crazy guy trying to destroy the world! I know these dreams I have are crazy, just like my life and it only just begun.

I walked down the empty streets of my neighborhood. There weren’t many homes around, only large company buildings and shipping trucks. I don’t see many people around the area, so it’s pretty safe place to live. The apartment complex is 4 stories. It’s a pretty big home for only me living there. It has a spare room that guest, though I rarely invite people over.

The only people I consider trustworthy are my 2 neighbors that live next to me. Tenilla an old high school friend who know my problems with men, she’s an outgoing girls with a sense for adventure. Whenever I have a break from work she take that chance to out to local bars she always wanted to try, but I end up being surrounded by guys wanting my number. Though she get pretty drunk before midnight and I end up having to take her home. Hanna is my other best friend, she mostly studies and reads books all day. When she wants she would join me and Tenilla on girls’ night at my place. Lucky it’s Friday. I stopped by a the local grocery store and bought some drinks and snacks for the later, and as always go to self-pay cashier.

As I got to the door of my apartment a guy came out of Tenilla’s door. “It’s over girl, I had it with this relationship. You’re not worth it!” he yelled back at the door. I looked down on my keychain trying to cover my face. He quickly walking passed by me and left. I took a peek through the open door and saw Tenilla on the floor crying. I quickly when over to her trying to convert her. “I thought he was the one, but he just wanted me as his toy” she said with tears gushing out of her eyes.
“Like I’ve said, men never change and neither do we. Once we see something we like there’s no way of letting it go, until something better comes along the way” I said holding her tightly.
“That's not cheering me up, idiot” she said sniffling her snot.
“It wasn't supposed to” i giggled. Then she whacked my arm. I stayed with her until she got over it and invited her to sleepover with Hanna at my place. She gave me a funny grin and nodded.
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ok so....
 i have changed the prices on my stone art.
puppycat, catbug, and mushroom are $14 each
if you like my hand art
 you can ask me to do something else for you
and we can find a price that fits your budget.
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OOOHH MY GOD I CANT FIND A GOOD FOR THE CHARACTER
I  SOOOO MAD AT MYSELF AND I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO WRITE LOL
SORRY
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hey its me i put some new favs so enjoy



and halloween is right around the corner so start watching scary movies lol
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i divided to become miku and use my last halloween costume so i have to fix it and change my hair color to LOL
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